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Wednesday, November 30, 2011
because its too hard to love you.this is my personal space so i can type whatever i want and i dont need you to SCOLD ME ABOUT IT.
its too hard to stay beside you, being that girl that you want, or you expect.
sorry that im 18, sorry that im childish. sorry i cannot give you what you want.
sorry that i dont do what you like.
and im even more sorry that you dont even bother to listen to me.
i wanted someone, even if he cannot do what i like with me, would bother to listen.
now, besides when we're together. we live a completely different life. and i cannot accept that.
i'd like to think i found someone perfect. but. im stupid. im foolish.
honey, do you believe that i'd liked you all the way from the start.
even got you something you liked. FROM THE START.
and now. i was just swung a few rounds then flung out.
what else have you given me besides hurt, and me crying to sleep after im on the phone with you.
i have make up my mind, that you go find someone that can tolerate YOUR LIFE. you not listening. and going home alone ALL THE TIME.
then i'll find someone that can do the listening to me, that doesnt call me childish. or fat.
Monday, May 09, 2011
it may have mattered to me but you took it away. so i dont really care anymore.it wasnt the best. wasnt even mutual. but i believe you didnt care.
truth is, you didnt care about alot of things.
im sorry. i just cant be with someone like that.
im suprised you still went ahead with it though.
im just utterly disappointed in you and in myself.
but no, acutally what you did to me. was. considered ___.
but no. i dont hate you. at all.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
because i dont know what ever happens in the future.the time might come, and the feelings might change.
the fact is that even if someone decides to wait, the outcome might not be what you expect it to be.
coming back to my point, i like things now.
not no strings attatched. just someone who cares so much, and not just me, but willing to give each other time.
even in the future if we're not together, i dont see things negative now.
just living in this time, just enjoy the presence of each other.
Friday, February 11, 2011
we might turn one big round and get back to the same situation.maybe you are my destiny..
Sunday, January 30, 2011
why are people so emo?why do so many people set goals but never attempt to achieve it?
why do people say one thing and do another?
people that i had beside me are not as good as those who werent around, but still bothered to care.
fact of life: dont drown in your own misery. if people tell u something, MAYBE ITS TRUE AND YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO IT!
maybe it was never about you.
but you just couldnt take it.
balls to you then. if u cant suck on it like a man, then you shall live with this life that you have.
and continue blaming others and judging them.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
my whole world is twirling around me now.somethings make me feel better though.
some people that are always there.
some people you might end up disappointing.
some you might just throw their past away.
some you wanna use as a trophy.
either ways, im getting myself back together..
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
just.. enjoying my breakfast.its nice.. really yummy..
best egg in the world.
so far. haha.
i said it. im emotionally unstable to do anything emotional now.
so imma just be the innocent me.